life is like russian roulette, everything is up to chance... but in the end u will end up dead

so, hi, its been awhile. im fine. tired. but mostly ok. life goes on at a pace that shocks and appals me. i get confused over the day of the week. i like it when im alone in my room with a candle burning. in a game, im a vampire orc who is trying to eliminate the world of humans. i benchpress 280 lbs. i miss and am missed. i like hinder, they sing about stuff i can relate to. i have been on two fire calls today and didnt really do anything at either. useless. trick-or-treat time is comming... i want to go to a party. does anyone actually have parties that like me? i didnt think so. my body is beaten and worn. my heart is full of love and hate. i need to eat something other than sourkrout. i dont like shoes. i can kick someone in the face without jumping. id only tear a few muscles. i miss my old friends... they made me feel comfortable. comfort is a rare and wonderfull thing. too much will kill you. like cigarettes. i quit. cigarettes, not wearing shoes. i sleep every 30 hrs for 6 hrs. im tired. its been awhile, so hi.